It's half term still. Hav'ent learnt lines must learn lines!! OH GOD!!!!!!!! somehow it's even more frustrating not being able to do any rehersing and just waiting... waiting.

Big problemo No.2 just realised saying most lines in a identical immitation of Natalie Wood. Must fix that! Must Must fix that. i wanna be good, really good. i just can't blow it.

Also no idea what my costume is. Really scared. our schools costume people to put it the nicest way possible come up with... interesting costumes. i have been in rainbow kaftans for midsummer nights dream. Serious and in romeo and juliet i looked like dracula in drag.

BUGGER! BUGGER! BUGGER! worried sick.

i know i know i have to calm down, but

oh jesus!