Well... I got the callback, as you know. That callback went really well, and it came down to two girls for Laurie and two for Nora. I was one of the two for Nora. They told us we'd know by Wednesday night, but then some people complained about not knowing about them (er... check the website, it's been up for months), so they let them try out! I wasn't very happy about this... there have been auditions that I have missed, but that was my fault, not the auditors, and the case was the same here. So they let more people audition and told us we'd have the cast list by Friday. Well, it came... and I'm not on it. I lost out to the other girl. In fact, I'm one of the only ones who was at callbacks who didn't get a role.

But actually, considering I've never wanted a role more in my entire life, I'm feeling pretty good. I haven't cried since seventh grade over losing a role, and I didn't want to start again, but I did cry over losing this one, but I think it actually helped. But I still feel like an idiot for listening to my mother and not auditioning for a show of originals. I didn't because it might interfere with BBM, but now that I'm not in it.... hey, maybe I should call them and say I didn't know about them, could they make an extra day? :P

But anyway, tomorrow I have an audition for an independent film- I just found out about it through my drama teacher today. So that should be fun.