|
grad school
|
| Written by amy0825 |
I cannot believe I have finally finished undergrad work and I am already looking into grad schools...I am very single minded in a sense; however, I only want to apply to one school and put all my heart and soul into it.
When I first began looking into MFA programs it was the only one that really jumped out at me...it's close to family, not massively expensive and everything that I have heard--from the professors, to alums, to current students--rave about it...
I'm nervous though. Incredibly so.
I really don't understand why I have such horrible stage fright...I know that God has given me a gift and by not using it I am not giving back to Him as I should be. Part of me wishes I could be more like that "Rachel" voice in my head...knowing and proving who I am and what I can do.
I want this feeling to go away, but I also want it to stay...so I never forget who I am and WHO I sing for...to not let others define me and tell me that I am not good enough, because if my God is for me than who can be against me!?!
sorry...random musings on a beautiful Christmas Eve...
|
| [ Back ] |
